i saw one tree hill today and a everwood (everwood actually was pretty good). Well darn, this news kind of sucks, but kind of doesn't. It's one of those cup's half full half empty deali0s. if i get into UCLA i'm not going to the conservatory. It would be nice to be angry but I really have no right to be... so that's the deal, I guess. UCLA has many positive aspects: Chinese and Korean culture, hip hop, Chinese food, more Asians (including Tiffany, Richard, a few orch buddies, and possibly my school bud), and the music department is pretty good. Yair says its a cool deal. Hey at least I would have friends at LA. See, at a conservatory I would probably be surrounded by musical intellectuals and geniuses. That would take some gettin used to. No dorms in SF either.

But at the conservatory they already freakin KNOW MY NAME and KNOW WHO I AM because it's thats small. Do you know how special it would be if I could attend? The school has like 300 students, I mean, I could become a real musician. Well of course I could do that in graduate school too. But aww man, I should be happy but I'm dissapointed. But I know that for sure, God has a plan for me to prosper in whatever I do. Praise God.

"So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too"
John Mayer

You know what. When I grow up I'm going to be a father. Tight. It would be cool teaching them how to hula hoop and do handstands.