to the ROLers
I broke my two front teeth on Thrusday at around 12am. It was a freak accident. Basically, my class from Church is playing a game called "assasins" where you eliminate people by sticking stickers on them. So I caught slightly by surprise, and ran into a campus directory when someone was chasing me (I was pretty tired/disoriented/and it was dark/freak accident). Anyhow I totally smashed my two front teeth. It felt a little funny, but was pretty calm. Basically I was to tired and upset to care about what happend. So my friends took me to the ER but obviously they couldnt do anything, so I went home and slept (upset, of course). The next day I tooke a yellowpages with me to school, so after my 8am rehearsal (I covered my mouth whenever I had to talk) I called a dentist to check it out. My brother picked me up at 10am, and I got to the dentists at like 10:30am. The doc looks at it, takes pictures, and shows them too me. When I saw the pictures of the back of my teeth I was like "Oh Shit." Out loud too. From the front, my teeth just looked smashed up, but from the inside of my mouth the nerves were exposed. It was pretty freaky to look at. So I had to get root canals on both teeth. It sucked and I started crying during the process. "Are you crying? Do you feel pain?"
"No, it's psychological," I said. And it was. I tried to practice violin in my fingers/brain, think of my dog, think of people, but everything was very stressful and didnt help. Although eventually I pictured in my mind Spongebob and Patrick Star working on my mouth, using huge drills and stuffing garbage down my throat. That actually helped a lot. So anyways, my dad is going to figure out insurance stuff so I can find a doctor that's accepts my insurance, then I'm going to get crowns. Right now I'm not really worried about my teeth, but I'm worried about how freaking expensive this is all going to be. It seems really weird that I'm handing out letters to raise money for missions when getting my teeth fixed cost thousands of dollars. Pray that God would graciously provide.
There are a few prayer requests I would like to ask you all,
-getting the crowns
-finances for my teeth, books, etc.
-violin progress
-STM
-bible study
-and generally I feel very unsupported in most things.
"No, it's psychological," I said. And it was. I tried to practice violin in my fingers/brain, think of my dog, think of people, but everything was very stressful and didnt help. Although eventually I pictured in my mind Spongebob and Patrick Star working on my mouth, using huge drills and stuffing garbage down my throat. That actually helped a lot. So anyways, my dad is going to figure out insurance stuff so I can find a doctor that's accepts my insurance, then I'm going to get crowns. Right now I'm not really worried about my teeth, but I'm worried about how freaking expensive this is all going to be. It seems really weird that I'm handing out letters to raise money for missions when getting my teeth fixed cost thousands of dollars. Pray that God would graciously provide.
There are a few prayer requests I would like to ask you all,
-getting the crowns
-finances for my teeth, books, etc.
-violin progress
-STM
-bible study
-and generally I feel very unsupported in most things.