Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Bragger

I am robot.

school. woo hoo.

I need a new rear wheel for my bike. I think i will get it fixed (total it will cost like $100). Well I suppose the time saved riding back and forth whould be substantial, and every hour of practice/studying is worth $100 I suppose. Shoot, son.

So I woke up at 8:30 the other day. My apt mate who is crazy and wakes up at 6:30am every morning was eating cereal when I came out. He told me that he saw our friend when he was running in the morning, and told her she was late for practice ("because she normally practices at seven.") Maybe I am hypercritical, but I really dislike it when people do this. They use other subjects or people in a roundabout way to brag about themselves. To me, this is just as bad as him telling me that he wakes up to run while I am still snoozing. Maybe he felt he had to explain himself because he was eating cereal, and didn't want me to think that he may have *gasp* woken up at 8:00am?!!?! My gracious..

So if you ever catch me bragging inform me. Sometimes I do get excited about things and start rambling, so feel free to help keep that in line.

Back to life, bye.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Jokes

So this is about some person I know who is like in the 7th grade. I read it like two days ago.

"he really really kool and he has like twodifferent personalitys like 1 is like GODLLY and christianlike ly and another is like PERVERTED ewww PERVERTed. you would think he was liek only perverted but he is a really really good kid too"

So today I was hanging around Christians, and some jokes about prostitution came up (and "their mom's," and that was pretty bad). Maybe you're reading this and didn't even realize what you joked about. True, We are human and weak, but such jokes don't belong coming out of people imitating Christ. That's blatant hypocrisy.

I'm sure you all can take it.

So please watch what you say.

Friday, November 18, 2005

weird

Uh so my stand parter is going to Tennesse on Tuesday... for a missions trip reunion. I don't understand the purpose of that. Flying from L.A. to there, for a reunion is one thing, but for a MISSIONS reunion? Isn't your money better spent in other ways (like maybe sent to support missions)? It's beyond me.
Another problem I have with this individual (and others), is her constant need to brag. I don't undrstant why people need to find every oppertunity to mouth off how great they are (or their family, or job, etc) or explain things to show how smart they are. It bothers me.
And what's terrible is that they're Christians, but what they do irks me... and when I try to bring up church and make a brother/sister connection with them I can't because they'll say things that just put me off.
I spent $30 on groceries yesterday.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Famine in the land of Tim

So uhh I ran out of food... Going to ralphs tomorrow. Inside my fridge....

2 slices of 3 nut bread...

Kim chi jar (mmmmm)....
Eggs....

leftover Eggplant...

yeah. I need more food. But I got cool glasses, and a (relativly) new pair of jeans (from yuming). Oh yeah and Debut it doing some Christmas program for TV. Maybe I get some air time. While this seems cool, what's depressing is that no matter what jobs you play for among the rich and possibly famous, you'll always get paid beans for your work. Not bad beans, by no means, but not much compared to lawyers, engineers, etc.

Oh well. I met for accountability with Henry today. I really didn't want to go, but i did anyhow and I'm glad of it. Stay strongs friends.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

tmnt



I've lost a lot of faith in the Charasmatic church. not saying that I don't believe in tounges, prophecy, and the like. I believe in all that the Bible teaches. It's just the process by which charasmatic churches exercise these gifts that I disagree with. But I do miss it... visted the Garden today.

Good stuff. Feels good and empowering.

But without a proper balance of Biblical understanding you can learn to love the wrong things. Anyhow. Enough for now. I'm going to make some carrot cake.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Asian Women

I have become more and more critical of Asian women recently. I don't know why. There are just many small instances that have been piling up in my record book. I know both genders flake, but for some reason-maybe I'm sexist-but when women flake for rehearsals or whatever, I feel that I am being taken advantage of. Sometimes it seems like women take liberties at the expense of men, because they are women and think most men want to please them. Once I was sitting down in history, and taking off my backpack. I was standing in the isle putting my stuff down, and a korean girl who wanted to get to her seat said "I'm waiting...!" I said "Hold on." Her and her korean friends always sit together and talk... seriously it drives me crazy. The clothes they wear, the way the whine and giggle all the time, so disgusting. Once on of them fell of a desk-chair because she was whining about something and leaned over too far. Haha.
I also detest prideful women who think of themselves to be cultured and knowledgable of music and the arts. It disgusts me. Once, when a girl discovered I wanted to be a professional musician (in the sense of making a living from music), she said to me, with her eye-lids half closed, "You are very brave." I just said "Oh." That also pissed me off.
Of course there are some good Asian women. They are just few and far between. So far in the music department there is only one asian girl who is polite and has done nothing yet to offend me.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Midterm

So i woke up early to study this morning... in an hour I have my music history midterm. woe who. This morning i get a call:

"Tim"
"Yeah. You studying?"
(I forgot what she said, but anywho my classmate goes)
"Where are you?
"In my room studying."
"F--k...

I have a question."

"Yeah, what?"
"Wait... I forgot it. I'll call you later."

I'll bet there will be a few zombies taking the test.