I watched 2 episodes of "Fruits Basket" yesterday. It's probably more entertaining for girls (shy female charactar surrounded by males), but it's pretty fun and has cool animation: Better than "School Rumble."


Went to ross today to buy a black shirt and a Red tie. The tie is really cool. Total it cost me $20, which I thought was a good deal.

Today I listened to a sermon called "Pursuing the Priority of Christ." I encourage you all to listen to it here. The man speaking is an undershepherd at Grace On Campus. That's the Christian fellowship I attend. K dudes I'm gonna practice. Bye.

So tomorrow is going to be incredibly hard. luckily, I have no control of time so 24 hours will pass no matter what (unless of course Christ returns tomorrow).

Today my teacher told the studio he is going to teach at Indiana university next year. They have the best public school music program in the U.S. I am ok on the outside, but really it's quite a sad blow. I really like my teacher. He is incredibly smart and is like a musical father to me. How sad.

My banquet date is very nice, but i totally forgot how weird she can be. Joanne, Irene, and Tiffany were downstairs in a study room and borrowed a blanket because they were going to sleep for 45 mintues. To me that is really weird. And not in a cute and funny way.

Lord help me through tomorrow.

k I asked a different girl. Good person.

Made a lot of progress this year on being un-passive.

i went to a dance with friends from my Christian fellowship. Unfortunatly, the guys in my class either had bad luck getting tickets just were a passive about the whole thing (I attend a very conservative fellowship). So that explains why I am surrounded by what looks like 6 dates. And don't worry, I was very gentleman-like and respectful. What was also nice was that i own a tux for performance usage, so i borrowed a tie from a church friend and a shirt (which was new!) from a Cantonese guy on my floor. A recipe for slickness.

Had lots of fun dancing off/battling, whatever you want to call it, and also spending time with the girls as the sole representative of the freshman guys. The Grace on Campus group formed their own circle near the outside of the main crowd. It was closer to the outside balcony so it was cooler and plus we could just have fun and not be distracted by violent freakage. But having a circle is just asking for outsiders to jump in to prove their "coolness" by busting out their moves... But I kicked their butts. Ha. Except for one guy who start to hump me. I thought that was a little too disgusting. By that point, the guy was not even dancing, so why bother. God will kick his butt.

2 Timothy 4:14
"Alexander the coppersmith did me much harm; the Lord will repay him according to his deeds."

Now I want to learn to dance latin style.

so today Richard told me that a mutal friend told him I'm "getting huge."

You know what confuses me? How girls often say they don't like buff guys. I think that is most often hypocritical. Buff guys get more girls, for starters. Not only that, but most attractive male movie stars are fairly well built. Tom Cruise, Will Smith, Brad Pitt, Colin Ferral and many others are all fairly well built.

It always makes me happy when people have a mental picture of me being skinny, then at some point realize that i'm not at all. That makes me happy.

I love working out.

My goal is to live a full life to the glory of God.

That's not easy. Even by grace. I remember at ROLCC Ralph preached about grace and how we can overcome sin and trials through God's grace. God is sufficient, yes. He is faithful, YES! his grace is enough. Yet remember, you must bear the cross daily and follow Christ. It will be painful. Paul says that those who believe will be persecuted. We will endure trials and although we have an underlying joy in Christ, life will indeed be miserable at times. That is not living an unvictorious life. Won't go into all that now.

I just noticed something. anime is so unrealistic. if people watch too much, i think they will be drawn into the fantasy of it all and have distorted views on what to do concerning relationships. Another thing: female anime characters always assume the shy/passive role in romantic scenarios. Why is that.

This is my friend Alex talking to me.

"You wrote down all your terms on Flashcards?"
"Yeah."
"You're a crazy mother fucker."
"Oh. Thanks."

so today I came upon a blog ring about violin players
I wonder... am I that nerdy? I dont think so. I mean music is important to life but i wont let it turn me into a total dweeb.