do you have any idea how powerful a well written song can be:


Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
oh no way

Yet I know I must first delight and be totally satisfied in God before meeting the girl. I hope she does the same. That would be ideal.

I was thinking that if i ever got in a situation where a wacko was in my house with a gun to my family, and if i was head to head with him holding a shotgun, i would say:

"you have a choices, walk away and I call the cops, because if you kill my child I will blow every one of your limbs and tear your dick off with a hammer, mother fucker."

That's not a sin, right?

Read this in a xanga.

"Okay, since I've got little else to do, I'd like to say that I'm making an extremely low budget independant film. The budget: $100. I'd need to rent a camcorder and get tapes, so that would cost about $50. That leaves $50 for props. About $10 for cereal, $15 for the box interior, $5 for the box, and $20 for special effects and such...

I've asked a friend if he could make a poster for the film, and he has... I don't have a link at the moment, but I will say that it is funny...

I would be the only real person in it, other than my neighbor.... Maybe I can get this in theatres..."

WHAT THE HELL? $10 for cereal... that's funny.

Going home was good.

I'm moving! I saw my new house yesterday. The house is a little trendy; like the first floor has each wall painted a different color! It's still cool though, although from the outside it looks really weird and ugly... Inside is nice though.

Home makes me realize how much I love ppl around home. I don't get to see any middle schoolers around here at ucla. Summer will be good though, very good. I can't wait for all the violin playing, working out, fixing house, picnicing, etc... it will be fun.

Gettingg buffffeeerrr.. Nice. New protien shake came in today. No longer do I have to live with downing rotten vanilla stuff. It's strawburry from now on.

Gonnna woorrrkk out tooodayyy. Oh boy!

Today i ate:
7 slices of bread
4 Grapefruits
half a packages of sliced turkey
2 cups of non-fat Cottage cheese
2 pBjs
soy milk
water

so hungry.
muscles are coming a long quite nicely I have to admit.