I like how my parents make me feel like crap.

today is my birthday!

im driving the ghettomobile today. I think my parents decided i wasnt good enough to drive the sedan after yesterdays little "talk". I mean the sedan isnt cool, but the ghetto minivan... its a lot worse, you know?

yesterdays stupid discussion screwed me over. I couldnt practice violin.
yaayee i'm 18 and good for me, i feel like crap.

I'll write about hair in this journal because i wouldn't want EVERYBODY to find out what a werido i somtimes am (regarding the random stuff I think about). Soooo ANYwaaiiiz, i got my hair cut again. And whaddaya know: i'm nearly bald again! BAck tO sQuaRE onee... It's an American style I guess: ultra short spikey hair. it'll be a few days for my hair to settle, and it'll be a few weeks until my hair grows again so that I can actually do anything with it. rrrr. Oh well, thank the Lord. I have hair! Ideally i want my hair to be long and spiked (lower gloss), but at the hairdressers.... my unusual hairstyle looks like it's too long, and I want to control it and make it short. But tHey Got Me wROnG!!! RRrr American (asian?) styles are Cuttin in!!

GOOD azn styles
wonbin
brian joo

Hehe i like the blogger. it's like a journal only the smart, sneaky, and curious find! ;) The Xanga is more of a fun journal, while this blog is more like school and random stuff like conversation excerpts. I also try to type less "teen-y" in this blog.

So i'm trying to get back into hardcore practice mode.. only one week until the LA audition. I practiced about 3 hours this morning-my limit as of now. Basically by the time i decided to finish i had had it (tireddd). I remember that I used to be able to sometimes practice up to five hours, but not anymore i guess. Still, I thank God because I haven't had such a good practice in a long time. Is this an answer to my prayer?

Please everyone pray for my audition as well as my application to other schools. Maybe one night over dinner you can ask your whole family to pray for me! Hehehe, that would be very very very slick.

The best way to kill Tim:

Incompetance in school admissions (should have expected this).

msg to everyone: for important things that need to be mailed/received/etc always FOLLOW UP. when you have a hold of some sort for any type of account, when you go to clear it up make sure you talk with someone who can make sure it's clear.

Basically i took care of a a library fine THREE WEEKS ago, but the librarian didnt' clear my account.. even though he said "you're clear." Dot dot dot three weeks later theres a hold on my account, and my transcript hasnt been sent to SFMC. Oh dang it! I originally put in the "d" word but i decided that it wouldn't be appropriate for my youner readers.

But of course, this reminds me to pray through the admission process.. something i have not been doing. So thanks God :) Dear God, please help things go very smoothly for my admissions for schools, and let me trust that you'll guide me to the school you want me to attend.

I had the MOST funny call with a telemarketer today. It basically went like this:
"Blah blah up to 20% blah blah phone service blah blah right?"
Me: "ahah... I do-not-knoooow."
"Oh. Can i speak to the home owner then?"
Me: "*cracking up* probably not - sorry"

I then started laughing while I hung up on him. I have no idea where that attitude came from.

So i have been thinking a bit about this recent idea of meterosexualism. I just did a search on google, and one definition of a meterosexual is "a guy who is in touch with his feminine side." Welll, you know what my question is? What is the big deal, really. Why label a guy "who is in touch with his feminine side." Really. What makes a man so feminine? Hmm, maybe smelling clean and dressing well? Being well dressed is not really a feminine thing. It shows if you have good or bad taste in clothing (I guess it also shows that you got a lot of money :P). I think people often get the "007" figure confused with the pretzels on "Queer eye for the Straight Guy." I actually don't really like 007 (he's snakey and gross) but i'm just trying to give you a mental image here... work with me!

There's a difference of course for real fruit baskets.
HAhahaha how funny!!

This girl is so funny. PINKY YOU ARE SO HILARIOUS WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING IT.

PiN******S07 (10:01:00 PM): yuP
PiN******S07 (10:01:18 PM): do U want kookiEs
cl onetim (10:01:24 PM): how long have you been in girl scouts
PiN******S07 (10:01:28 PM): 3rd yr
cl onetim (10:01:37 PM): um yeah i want some, but i dont really wann spend money :-(
cl onetim (10:01:42 PM): i have to buy a violin
cl onetim (10:01:50 PM): sorry :-(
PiN******S07 (10:01:59 PM): violin for ..?
cl onetim (10:02:04 PM): for me
PiN******S07 (10:02:18 PM): it's okay..
PiN******S07 (10:02:21 PM): wow
cl onetim (10:02:33 PM): wow
cl onetim (10:02:34 PM): ?
PiN******S07 (10:02:46 PM): why..is ur other one too old?
cl onetim (10:02:54 PM): no not too old
cl onetim (10:03:03 PM): i want to buy a better violin
PiN******S07 (10:03:03 PM): then y
PiN******S07 (10:03:07 PM): O
cl onetim (10:03:10 PM): by the way
PiN******S07 (10:03:11 PM): okey
PiN******S07 (10:03:11 PM): koo
PiN******S07 (10:03:15 PM): yea
cl onetim (10:03:18 PM): ppl like old violins
cl onetim (10:03:22 PM): because they sound better!
PiN******S07 (10:03:28 PM): ahH
PiN******S07 (10:03:33 PM): kool

Come my way

Please look
And notice me
Just to release my pain
Just to know your name

~Skillet - Come my way

I actually feel just fine because God has just blessed me with such - EVERYTHING. I mean he's allowed me to know so many cool ppl (brothers, sisters, friends, family). He's given me oppertunity to bless others too. God i know u love me.

God is doing something great right now. Cuz when im weak i know he's very very strong!
I will probably put this on my xanga later. I am veryyyy happy knowing that I'll get to see the Yangster on my bday!!

Praise Him under open skies
Everything breathing praising God
In the Company
of those who love the King

~David Crowder Band - Open Skies

wee*****NG (7:58:04 PM): l;asdkjf
cl onetim (7:58:11 PM): yo
wee*****NG (7:58:41 PM): hows the wife and kids
cl onetim (7:59:06 PM): ok?
wee*****NG (8:05:56 PM): tim
cl onetim (8:07:27 PM): yes
wee*****NG (8:08:40 PM): what u upto
cl onetim (8:09:19 PM): rrg gtg
cl onetim (8:09:20 PM): family time
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wee*****NG (4:51:36 PM): are u coming?
cl onetim (4:51:48 PM): yup
wee*****NG (4:51:53 PM): sweet
cl onetim (4:55:20 PM): are u coming?
wee*****NG (5:13:14 PM): i'm organizing it
cl onetim (5:16:57 PM): sweet
cl onetim (5:17:02 PM): haha i was kidding
wee*****NG (5:17:44 PM): hahah u monkey
wee*****NG signed off at 5:37:31 PM.
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wee*****NG (10:30:56 PM): GOD BLESS YOU TO PIECES!!! GOOD NITE!! SPEND TIME W/ GOD TONITE!
cl onetim (10:31:05 PM): ok
cl onetim (10:31:07 PM): thanks leedah
cl onetim (10:31:15 PM): God bless u too!
wee*****NG signed off at 10:32:22 PM.
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Hahah LEEDAH, GOD BLESS YA BRO!