Say hello to craaazaaeeey. :) I have many things to write about that are totally unrelated. I could bore you with stuff on colleges.. but you can read that on ANY xanga. To sum it all up, I havent even been paying attention to this college business. So I guess it's good that it doesnt worry me.

My mom was telling me today how God places compicated situations in life as a "thorn in your side." Difficulites are created so that we turn and depend on God as well as stay humble. This is something that realllly applies to me. Honestly, I used to think that I had it made, pretty much (yeah, I'm a dummy huh). Socially, spiritually, and academically thing seemed to have been falling into place; I was happy as candy. but i realized that it was all provision from God, cuase he loves me. And when I failed to recognize that, God put in my life complications.

Now I'm come to depend on God more and recognize my incapabilities. For example, dealing with friends and family... it seems so complex and multifaceted... sometimes I really don't know what to do. I've now come to realize that depending on God is KEY... I mean I seriously am so clueless sometimes. But one thing I know is that God's plan is the best.

Anyways, church today was pretty good. I'm torn between going to Mongolia for a mission trip in August or music camp. Oh God, please help me. Please everyone pray for me.